I started my battle with mental health when I was in sixth grade. I struggled, and continue to struggle with, depression and social anxiety, which I now know likely stemmed from a mild form of undiagnosed autism.
I am lucky enough that doesn’t affect me too much day to day, so if you were to meet me then you’d likely have no clue something was off. But it has caused a ripple effect in my head that’s caused me to inwardly panic if someone should do much as try to make small talk in the grocery store.
And yet, I am too afraid to seek help for either of these issues, for fear of it impeding on my ability to succeed in the industry. My depression and anxiety do not affect my ability to be a good pilot in the slightest, and I am thankful every day for that.
But would the FAA view it the same?
I know that my quality of life would improve if I were to seek help, but I am not willing to risk my career and future. It has come to the point for many pilots where they must wonder:
“How bad am I willing to let this get before I cave?”
I am not sure where I will draw the line, and here’s hoping I won’t have to.
What is Your Title?
Pilot
What is Your Favorite Quote?
“No day but today” -Rent
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